It’s 6:42 am
I woke up from a dream just now
And I guess it’s a little amusing since
For a second or two I was really panicked cause my thoughts were:
I NEED TO GO TO THE ER I SWALLOWED ALUMINUM FOIL
And then I remembered it was dream
And the I also remmebered that a dog just died in my hands
And that was kinda really depressing
And also this kid apparently screwed up my teeth for some reason I was still wearing braces in dream
It was weird
And then this next part was also kinda amusing
There’s like this “virtual game” you can play
But not really virtual, it’s like in a separated controlled dimension
And you can go over as different characters
And apparently Selena goes over there as an Overlord Satan XDD
I also remember I got really attached to this little dog at an animal hospital
(This is the dog that just died randomly )
And them I met this husky with strange spinal damage
Cause of some douchebags that beat it to near death
Okay that was also really depressing
And then. Shit I remember another dog, a golden retriever died randomly..
Man. I don’t wanna recall anymore
This dream was depressing as fuck what the hell
Ugh and now I remember some bits that were just strange
Like feelings of
I remember there was a formal party at the animal hospital I was dressed in suit, haha I was happy for that
And it was amusing since apparently Selena was also at party
And I remember she was suppose to be in a black dress (goes down to knees I think, maybe I’ll draw it later) i was trying to find her
But I never got to cause I woke up I think
doodles I was doing to warm up, but now I’m feeling too nauseous to continue OTL
mom gave me some “calcium supplement” and now i feel like shit lololl wtf mom
kinda forgot about these laying around in my folders
concepts of some badguys/npc’s for a rp group (on DA)
think I’ll finish these up this week, and also save time by using em for my portfolio as well lol! //go lazy plans!
(-) w (-)
Haley’s looking for puzzles for me since they help me with anxiety and depression (and I don’t have any after my move) and I’m just here like wow I remember that 25,000 piece one that I never finished. Shame. So she’s like trying really hard to find one that’s actually larger than 5,000 pieces and not taller than I am. What happened to the puzzle industry? Why can’t we find 3 foot puzzles that have itty bitty pieces that make no sense and are absurdly difficult?
we settled for a 2,000 piece one.. like wow, I wasoriginally like “I’M GONNA GET YOU A 10,000 ONE AT LEAST”
oh how far we’ve fallen
also one day i want to get you like a 50,000 piece solid black puzzle XDD
something really simple to play with colors
lD im kinda attached to this now, altho it needs alot of cleaning up
i could make a little mini story out of this lolll!
I really should’ve started practicing painting environments/backgrounds months ago Dx now I’m afraid I won’t be able to do the world environment ideas I thought I could do for my portfolio.
the part that really kicks me in my tush is the freaking color palletes.
for now I’m doing quick practices with limited color palletes
getting happy with the bottom one, cause the lighting is so drastic, and god i just love those kinda settings when the sun’s about to peak out and the feeling is so great
a failed AT print (never planning on finishing this one)
whoo so got my acceptance mail from my back up college, UGA for major in Arts.
Now I need to submit my portfolio to SCAD this month and hopefully I’ll get the scholarships I needed to go there, if not perhaps I’ll attend a year at UGA.
aww sad this gap year is gonna end soon LOL just kidding, I’m excited for art school
about possible sketchbook commissions
aw man. i dropped my candy on the floor..it has..stuff on it but..*brushes em off and pops into mouth* huehuehue still tastes like candy
ANYWAYS. here’s a commission idea I’ve been rolling in my head for a bit
if you would give it a read and tell me what you think or if there’s any interests should totally let me know!
here ya go: [I’M A LINK]
other than that
totes plugging selena’s frozen/eslanna/angsty fic here as well huehuehue:
like gosh darnit it’s amazing and gonna get even more amaazeee zingg
monkey demon design: [x]
this character design I’m a bit sad to seperated from ;___;
but oh well. the things we do for money. sell our own children. //JKJK
"Well, hello tharrr.."
Allow me to introduce Marcelena and Bubbley (that’s the best I could come up with, 笑). In honor of my tumblr ship starting their own family on tumblr.
*whispers* oh my god
HOLY SHIT GUYS LOOK AT THIS
THEY DREW SELENA AND ME AS MARCELINE AND BUBBLEGUM
BAHAHAHAHAHAH THIS IS SO FUCKIGN AWESOME
THANK YOU XDD
ramdom crack doodle of muscled dude in apron turned into ramdom thoughts of a
cute feminine bf and a manly/scary gf. haha lD they’re cute. I’ll name em Angeline and Julius
and also ramdom Cervi, my meerkat lion baby
dance dance revolution design: [x]